You Are The Ocean

There's a truth in my heart and a light in my eyes, but i get drunk slur my words and start fights. Screaming obscenities and non existent deities while pounding my fists in to their unravelling frailties. But You are my ocean, the calm sea i float on, the healing waters when all else is broken. So please stay, though this life will steal me away, through joy and pain you will remain. i was never meant to be born, seed swims for egg but whatever for. As a child and like a child i trusted those eyes, for how could i understand the pain that lies behind. It's not my father's fault he leapt into the darkness, and it's not my mother's fault that she is cold and heartless. For we're all surrounded by stagnant, lifeless cogs and a raft will not carry if you isolate the logs. i've searched for truth deep inside my heart, tearing each fragile ventricle apart. i've searched for light deep inside my eyes, and found only reflections of my father's lies. But You are my ocean, the calm sea i float on, the healing waters when all else is broken.